April 20, 2004

 
its nearing the end...

hmmm...its been almost a year since ive been in college...this semester has sucked... i did really well at the beginning of the semester...then i started skipping classes cuz i was doing well...and now im doing horrible... so... time for hardcore studying and time to bring my grades back up...or else im screwed...

im still just as confused on what God really has planned for my life. i wish i had some kinda tape player where i can see what it would look like in the future if i picked a certain major, and if i didnt like it, id rewind so i can choose another one.

since thats never gonna happen... i can only put my trust in the one i know will stay with me forever.

now the question comes up on what i will do during the summer. i had considered getting a job for the summer...but then my mom called and she told me that she would like me to go visit her older sister in colorado for a couple weeks in june. that means noone will hire me for like a month... hmmm... i need to figure out a way to get some monies during the summer....summer school...? well i think i might take the second session of hcc or something....then again...theres thailand... maybe camp impact as a couselor? hmm... i need to sit down and take some time to pray about everything...my summer will be eithe extremely busy, or extremely boring... we have yet to see...

anyways...i have no idea what classes i will be taking for next semester...so...time to find a major...
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 2:48:00 PM