December 13, 2002

 
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:23:07 PM): why do i always do this
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:23:11 PM): *shrugs
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:23:16 PM): maybe cuz you think i am still awesome
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:22 PM): hahaha
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:25 PM): of course jeremy
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:30 PM): u're even cooler than alex
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:35 PM): but dont tell him i said that
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:26:39 PM): hah
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:39 PM): he might be mad
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:26:41 PM): i knew it!
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:44 PM): LOL
aZnbUtAfLy47 (11:26:50 PM): it was ur true destiny 2 be cool
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:28:44 PM): haha awesome!
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:28:48 PM): i am still awesome!

oh yea! i am still awesome like strongbad!!! hehe
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 11:36:00 PM

 
FINALLY time to sleep...after 25 hours and 30 min...*whew...poo and i didnt even complete my essay...just wrote main paragraphs...i guess its good for now...GOOD NIGHT!
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 1:26:00 AM

December 12, 2002

 
need....sleep....so badly...
let's see now...its been 22 hours and 53 minutes since ive been awake...man i hate school...

ugh...i feel like im gonna throw up...
just thought that you would like to know....
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 10:39:00 PM

 
just started on cal...SHEESH
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 4:26:00 AM

 
still havent started to study for cal yet...
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 3:26:00 AM

 
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:33:25 AM): hmmm...i wonder if i have an english test...
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:33:27 AM): i think i do...
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:33:32 AM): but ionno when it is...
OpHeEeNieEe (2:33:46 AM): see when u dont get enuf sleep... u lose ur memory
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:33:54 AM): haha
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:34:07 AM): thats probably true
OpHeEeNieEe (2:35:05 AM): ahhh.... i have a pre cal test tomorrow..
OpHeEeNieEe (2:35:12 AM): dangit
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:35:17 AM): aiya...
bOiNgcHubOiNg (2:35:20 AM): just remembered?
OpHeEeNieEe (2:35:58 AM): Oh... wait...hehe... haha.. i did my review B4 i took a nap...
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 2:40:00 AM

 
If tomorrow were your last, would you be prepared? afraid? sad? hopeful? embarrassed? regretful? excited? mad? happy?

Make your life count. School is important. But it is not life.


bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 2:06:00 AM

 
yesterday i did almost nothing...when i got back from school...i just sat around and did nothing...anyways my mom came home and shes cooked a delicious meal for our family mMmmm =9 anyways usually after we finish eating i pull out my guitar and jam a lil...but today i seemed to be extremely tired...so i ended up sitting on my bed...laying down on my bed...sleeping on my bed...somehow...still holding my guitar...i slept a good 4 hours...and at 12 my lil sister walks in my room and shes like "hey guh...are you suppose to be sleeping?" and of course im like OH CRAP cuz i still havent studied for cal or started on the psycho vocab words...and i still have started on either cuz for the past two hours ive been checking bball stats...now im losing to lex...boo...but anyways, tonight we have an orchetra concert...which means i cant go to dgroup tonight...sorry guys ummm anyways...time to check the email! i mean...time to start on hw....
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 2:06:00 AM

December 10, 2002

 
philphil789 (11:30:05 PM): strong bad would be disappointed with you
philphil789 (11:30:08 PM): missing the rockets game
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:30:11 PM): no
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:30:12 PM): you suck
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:30:21 PM): strong bad would be dissapointed in you
philphil789 (11:30:26 PM): what
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:30:28 PM):
philphil789 (11:30:29 PM): why
philphil789 (11:30:31 PM): hahahahaha
philphil789 (11:30:46 PM): no crap i cant type that big
philphil789 (11:30:53 PM): SAVED
philphil789 (11:31:00 PM): SAVED
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:25 PM):
philphil789 (11:31:31 PM): ok delte me
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:31 PM):
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:33 PM):
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:34 PM):
philphil789 (11:31:35 PM): delete*
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:35 PM):
philphil789 (11:31:39 PM): im going to do my cal
bOiNgcHubOiNg (11:31:43 PM): haha ok
philphil789 (11:31:44 PM): CRAP ON YOU
philphil789 (11:31:47 PM): stop deleting me
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 11:33:00 PM

 
hmmm, boring day at school...and then went to region chair tests at elkins...when we finally find the band hall, Dr. Kerr comes along and he says, "being fashionably late is not good for rehearsal" ...butthole...anyways Dr. Kerr gets to conduct us thru our pieces before going to chair tests....and i get to sit next to jane kim...very interesting... she likes eating her hair, dragging me so i will fall over a chair, telling me my VC low shox are ugly cuz they have holes, calling ppl the giant from 'matress giant', making fun of what Dr. kerr does, like his singing and facial expresions and his "SHH!! SHHH!! SHHH!!!" while waving his hands in the air...anyways...she has so much energy...its kinda scary...and the BEST part about it is....we get to be stand partners!!! during the chair test, while eric was playing...he started laughing...it was pretty funny cuz eric really sucked...and then he couldnt stop laughing....so for the rest of the excerpts, eric was laughing and playing at the same time...and sure enough, he gets last chair...quite amusing! i guess more later....
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 11:07:00 PM

December 09, 2002

 
jdaVII: do u EVER make smores in ur house using candle and do it in the dark so it feels like ur outside?
bOiNgcHubOiNg: no
jdaVII: do u kno ANYONE that does it?
bOiNgcHubOiNg: uhhh
bOiNgcHubOiNg: no...?
jdaVII: have u heard anything like it?
bOiNgcHubOiNg: nope

if you do such a thing...please IM alex yang...jdavii
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 11:21:00 PM

 
*sigh* ....it seems like the yelling never stops...whenever i feel like i understand my parents...they always seem to think of something that they can yell at me about that wills end me into a state of confusion and depression...lately it has been about my future...where im going for college, what im going to major im and now its even if i pass highschool...

mom: jeremy...are you still watching that stuff online? (strongbad email) what are you doing?!
she walks into my room...
mom: jeremy! what are you doing!
me: i was just about to blog
mom: (starts walking out) i told you to go research some scholarships online! dont expect that since youre going to school that we're suppose to give you money. what if your dad loses his job tomorrow? you know that everyday a lot of people are losing their jobs. what makes you think that you will have our steady income?

man what the crap...is she trying to make me die of guilt? sheesh, well at least that ive learned that theres no use of getting mad at my parents...i think they like making me feel worse...they like telling me that i will turn out like my older sister...that i will end up a nothing . sure they encourage me...but its more of a negative reinforcement...to get myself out of a bad situation, i have to do something to make them happy...some encouragement...*sigh*

i have a killer schedule this week...not that you care, but i wanted to put it where everyone can see...too bad
monday: nothing (got to catch up on sleep a bit)
tuesday: region 5-8pm
wednesday: nothing
thursday: orchestra/band/choir concert also known as GAY
friday: region 5-8pm
satiurday region 9am~7ish, then straight to fellowship

WINTER GET-AWAY! PLEASE COME FASTER!!!

bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 10:58:00 PM

 
you know what they say, "too much of a good thing is an awesome thing. but too much of an awesomet thing is....umm...really, really dumb and bad."
-Strong Bad email
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 1:13:00 AM

 
alex yang came over to my house today to help me with my essays for UT...we got very little done about my essays...but we did get to spend some time just talking and i think we both got alot out of it. today was a good day...except for a few minor details...its been a rough month...and this song really brought comfort to my heart.

Spoken For
by:Mercy Me
Take this world from me
don't need it anymore
for i am finally free
my hear is spoken for
oh and i praise You
oh and i worship You

Covered by a love divine
Chilf of the risen Lord
to hear You say "This one's mine"
my heart is spoken for

now i have a peace
that i've never known before
i find myself complete
my heart is spoken for

by the power of the cross
has taken what was lost
and made it fully Yours
and i have been redeemed
by You who spoke to me
now i am spoken for
bOiNg.chu.M[o]NsteR 12:15:00 AM